Electronic Cigarettes

My cigarette is electronic

My girlfriends on a screen

My friends all send me voice notes

But they only laugh when they see memes

I write songs in my bedroom

Post them for the internet to see

Then I wait and wait and wait and wait

For the algorithm to pick me.

I think I’m done

I’ve had enough

I love my life

It fucking sucks

I’m having so much fun

While I self destruct

I need attention

I don't need love

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun….

Hero

Wake up take drugs

And then a shot to shake the panic off

Reality is digital but my cigarettes are still analog

Barricade the door, Lose the key, break the handle off

Addicted to attention we refuse to turn the cameras off…

What if it’s all inside my head?

All these tears I shed

All this blood i’ve bled

Bills all stacked up I can't pay rent

I'm having so much fun laughing til Im dead

I think I’m done

I’ve had enough

I love my life

It fucking sucks

I’m having so much fun

While I self destruct

I need attention

I don't need love

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun….

I think I’m done

I’ve had enough

I love my life

It fucking sucks

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun, having so much fun

I'm having so much fun….

I grew up with sex and drugs and a head full of silly dreams

Feed me feed me feed me feed me feed me dopamine

I grew up with sex and drugs and black ripped dirty jeans

But now I’m just an artist that stares at fucking screens…