This Is What Depression Feels Like

If I'm being honest I'm not okay Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away These couple weeks I haven't felt the same If I'm being honest I'm not okay I don't wanna cry for help But I'm getting tired pretending so well I thought I was going steady But my mind's got the best of me I don't know why I'm still here Honestly If you took a peek inside of my brain You'd find the reasons for all of the blame Constantly drowning It won't go away If I'm being honest I'm not okay I don't wanna cry for help But I'm getting tired pretending so well I thought I was going steady But my mind's got the best of me I don't know how to live normally I don't wanna cry for help But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well I guess I'm unsteady 'Cause you got the best of me I hope one day I'll be fine honestly