Not the First

It all started when I saw you glow

Feelings came fast spinning out of control

Wish you were here, wish the feelings could show

How would you know, you know?

The freak kid picked last for the team

Out of his league but a boy can still dream

Turns out she wasn't turned off as it seems

Now they're a team, a team

Where did you go?

I want to know, are you back for good?

Maybe all along I treated you like I should

You can help me pick up the pieces if you would

I won't forget the first day that we met

I hadn't even hit rock bottom yet

Walked towards the light going faster each step

Till I just slept, I slept

Then in a dream you came back to me

And in the morning I could no longer see

That's my dilemma, that's my sick fantasy

You're here with me, with me

Where did you go?

I want to know, are you back for good?

Maybe all along I treated you like I should

You can help me pick up the pieces if you would

Oh, and this is not the first night

Staying up and trying to word everything right

Do you know it's like to have someone steal your heart away?

And oh, I know I've said it all before

Now I'm the idiot standing at your front door

With my hands in my pockets, just trying to steal your heart away

I've looked everywhere

I've looked everywhere

I've looked everywhere

Where did you go?

I want to know, are you back for good?

Maybe all along I treated you like I should

You can help me pick up the pieces if you would