On a Wednesday morning, my therapist asked me

When was the last time you felt happy?

For the life of me, I couldn't think of a single thing

Mmm

Can you imagine?

It's like living through a winter that isn't followed by spring

It's so exhausting

Not knowing how to change a single thing

There it is again, that raincloud

It's been following me for days and nights

There it is again, that raincloud

What'll it take for a girl to see some light?

Mmm

And it's hard

It's hard when you feel like the things you feel aren't justified

So why do I, why do I have so much

(So much) Darkness inside?

There it is again, that raincloud

It's been following me for days and nights

There it is again, that raincloud

What'll it take for a girl to see some light?

So come and hurt me, try and break me

At least I'll feel better 'bout not getting better

Come and hurt me, try and break me

At least I'll feel better 'bout not getting better

Come and hurt me, try and break me

At least I'll feel better 'bout not