jealous of my friends

I got a job at nine years old

Where did my money go?

Everyone else I know

Has something to fall back on

And I'm watching all my friends doing better than me

They got better songs, they got bigger money

I know it's kinda sad, but it's kinda funny

Is it just me?

I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes

I fake a smile and pretend

I'm fine

I know you're not supposed to say it

And honestly I hate it

But I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

I see the cars they get

I still drive a piece of shit

Where's my piece of happiness?

I peaked when I was six

And I want a perfect life, want a perfect body

Why is my career like a fucking hobby?

Trying to get by but it's never easy

Is it just me?

I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes

I fake a smile and pretend

I'm fine

I know you're not supposed to say it

And honestly I hate it

But I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

I know I should be happy

To be happy for you

And I'd pay my respects, but

I just can't afford to

I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes

And I'm sorry I pretend

I'm fine

I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes

I fake a smile and pretend

I'm fine

I know you're not supposed to say it

And honestly I hate it

But I get jealous of my friends

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes