Too Often

Can’t get charbroiled by these gargoyles

Too often I’ve peeped proximity spoil and birth laziness

Too often I’ve been judged by who I don’t put on in my radius

Too often I get asked about favors and not how my baby is

Too often

Too often the dollar amount in my account’s been assumed

Direct revelations strike, sitting for hours by the pool

PA work in Hollywood Hills, digesting my will as a meal

Too often

Start a Patreon for these nuances

Staff writers react quick

Fans rush to the famous feature on the tracklist

No one makes it to the outro, where the fact lives

Too often, too often

Folding laundry in the middle of a civil war

Lived enough to know humans not pure, but they spirits' pure

Pick sticks out my afro at the grocery store

Complex, just covered me, I'm close to asking for a job

Too often, too often

I’ve bitched about lack of applause

Confusion redirects my temple and disses demigods

All of those idols I’ve put on pedestals now dissolve

All of those rivals I’ve made in a bedroom

Thank God I ain’t hit it raw

I was a piece of shit, selfish and concentrated

Consistently changing

I fucked witchu and then I fucked yo cousin

One week apart

The trials of tribulations of self inflation tainting the source, uh

Schizo Philosopher, distro barometer

Lymph nodes solver

These sick flows remodeling

Sheesh! Shh!

Be quiet while I’m pondering

All those times my pops wasn't proud of me, I was conquering

A family tree of failed musicians, I decided to reprise

Uproot the dead roots so we can grow us some pride

The closest one to real success from my whole mother's side

We don’t talk much but those distant prayers sanctify

My auntie Carmen floods my Facebook wit' affirmations

Everyone thinking I’ve made it means I’m getting closer to making it, very often

I pray we can enlarge

I pray we all get stronger

I pray we can love longer

I pray we can enlarge

I pray we all get stronger

I pray we can love longer