I'd love to hate you and I hate to say goodbye

Although it's real I've been living in a lie

The more I know the more I hate

I have to run

I deceive myself

It's like necking with a gun

For this time I start to realize that life's a bitch

She hits you in the face and gives and tender Judas kiss

Every thought is like salt in my wounds

Until they're scarred I think she's bothering you too

In a different place

No expectations just our will

I am losing you pace by pace

You're beyond beautiful

In a different place

No expectations just our will

When I look at your perfect face

You're beyond beautiful

I hate to love you but I do, I can't deny

I found myself by losing you in better lies

It's five past twelve maybe I was still too young

I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run

In a different place

No expectations just our will

I'm losing you pace by pace

You're beyond beautiful

In a different place

No expectations just our will

When I look at your perfect face

You're beyond beautiful

(You're beyond beautiful)

In a different place

No expectations just our will

For the last time your perfect face

Pale and dead

In a different place

No expectations just our will

When I look at your perfect face

You're beyond beautiful

In a different place

When I carry you to your grave

You're beyond beautiful