Phone screen, glowing

Haven't left the house in about a week

Started biting my nails out of spite

Nineteen came a little fast

How have all my friends got it figured out

While I'm anxious, uptight

And hate every word I write

Save me, it's draining

All this weight of expectations

My brain is dissipated

It's a little complicated

Pixel perfect in the phone screen

Pretty girls, why can't that be me

Just fake it, till you make it

No one wants to be outdated

Eternally stressed out

Wouldn't be surprised if my hair fell out

Say I'm biding my time

But it's passing me by

It's poker, watch me draw my cards

And everybody else will get a royal flush

Fold, don't be bold

Whoever made luck is a liar

Save me, it's draining

All this weight of expectations

My brain is dissipated

It's a little complicated

Pixel perfect in the phone screen

Pretty girls, why can't that be me

Just fake it, till you make it

No one wants to be outdated

Boyfriends, college degrees

Everyone's got things

Everyone but me

Scrolling through other's perfect lives

And suddenly it feels like I'm a little behind

Cause they've got city flats

Fancy jobs and all

If it's chess, they're kings

I'm just a pawn

I'm so sick of wanting more

What did I sign up for

Save me, it's draining

All this weight of expectations

My brain is dissipated

It's a little complicated

Pixel perfect in the phone screen

Pretty girls, why can't that be me

Just fake it, till you make it

No one wants to be outdated

Boyfriends, college degrees

Everyone's got things

Everyone but me

Scrolling through other's perfect lives

And suddenly it feels like I'm a little behind

Cause they've got city flats

Fancy jobs and all

If it's chess, they're kings

I'm just a pawn

I'm so sick of wanting more

What did I sign up for

Phone screen, glowing

Haven't left the house in about a week