Is This What You Wanted

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you fucking wanted from me now?

Wide awake, can't escape from the thoughts in my head

And you're the reason I'm sinking away

Catching on to mistakes, wondering if I'll be dead soon

The pressure, the pain

After all of these things that you told me to do

I'm not worthy, I'm broken, I'm hung from a noose

But I'm so tired of these feelings from you

Try to take, take, take control of me

Made the same mistake again

Take your mourning

'Cause I don't care if you need me here

I’m broken again

So gone from a friend

Leave your warning

You never knew who you're talking to

I’m done with your games

And I won't ever change

Stay in line from the words that I constantly see

It’s like I'm slowly falling into the stream

Tired of feeling like I’m always stuck comparing the same thing

So what the fuck is wrong with me being me?

Drop down, fallin’ on to my knees

I'm tired, feelin' like nobody can see

I'm just a kid, that's all I'm ever tryin' to be

My head's down, I'm rolled back, just wanna be me

Try to take, take, take control of me

Made the same mistake again

Take your mourning

'Cause I don't care if you need me here

I’m broken again

So gone from a friend

Leave your warning

You never knew who you're talking to

I’m done with your games

And I won't ever change

Take your mourning

'Cause I don't care if you need me here

I’m broken again

So gone from a friend

Leave your warning

You never knew who you're talking to

I’m done with your games

And I won't ever change

Is this what you wanted?