Letter To You

Wanting to

Believe in you

But it's you

Who doesn't believe anything

You do is wrong

Hurting me

Repeatedly

And honestly

It's all on me

For thinking that

I could ever change you

And it's so wrong of me to want you like I do

If all I get from you

Is excuse, after excuse

And all I do these days

Is sit around and wait

For you to grow the fuck up after your mistakes

I think it's funny how

You so clueless 'bout how much I know

I'm asking you some questions

I already know the answer to

Just like you'll never own up to

Sleeping with that bitch whose shoulder I leaned on to cry about you

Ran out of options, did you?

Out here doing the impossible

To hide the shit that you been up to

And how am I supposed to

Look at you

Thought you ain't want to stress

But it's been five months since you moved on to the next

(To the next)

Can't even lie and say that I'm impressed

But I'ma take this time just to reflect

On my end

I know I played my part

I'm sorry, 'cause we both know

She can't take your mind up off me

This is my letter to you

And don't doubt it

Man, I love you

But you make it so goddamn hard to trust you (you make it so hard)

And if we're being honest

I wanna hate you

But I can't replace you

But I just can't get over you

And it's so hard to love someone

Who can't love me

How I want him to