I Hate Myself

I woke up today, at least that much is true

I saw what people see, what a year this made of me

I tried a hundred times, but each time I thought of you

I hate myself

I hate myself

I fucking hate myself

And I want days of pain

Oh, to feel the things I need

To pay off this shame

And I know that makes me broken

I know that makes me weak

I guess I'll put my armor back on now

I found a way but I turned around

One step to start but I'd rather fall down

Too much of a coward to just say, "I'm wrong"

Too much of a coward to admit I need

Help me, please

And I want days of pain

Oh, to feel the things I need

To pay off this shame

And I know that makes me broken

I know that makes mе weak

Will you help me put my armor back on now?

I hatе myself

I hate myself

I fucking hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I fucking hate myself

"Try to fix yourself", and so they'd say to me

Try to fix myself

Then know how hard it will be