This Just Ain't My Year

Everytime we hear that sound

It's ours to get how we feel out loud

I'm stubborn, I'm done and I ain't even moved

Hard to see what's real when you've been living by sin and I know your tired

People only really give in when there's no fight left

Everytime you're getting close

Just enough fear to face my ghost

I swear, this just ain't my year

Kid they're trying to hold you back

Holding out hope so you can't react

I'm buzzing, I'm numb, I don't feel at all

Stars get bled on the scene on the real though

I'm kidding, I kid and I tell the truth

It's never really enough to get you through

And everytime you get me there

Just enough hope to hold my breath

I swear, this just ain't my

My God, my blood's getting thinner

I'm done being bitter

I'll just go and figure it out

By now my mind's in a spiral, I'll fight but I might go down

No this just

No this just ain't my

No this just ain't my

My, my, no

Oh, she keeps on giving me oh sometimes

When I was giving the aye it's alright

She keeps on giving me it sometimes

Ah, she keeps on giving

And oh, she keeps on getting

And oh

If it's not my fault then it ain't somebody's some how

Yeah, this just ain't my

My God, my blood's getting thinner

I'm done being bitter

I'll just go and figure it out

By now my mind's in a spiral, I'll fight but I might go down

No this just

No this just ain't my

Nah this just ain't my

My, my