Not Today

I'm feeling sad from days long gone

Like we did something wrong to make them move along

And in my head my memories they play on endlessly like movies

And it feels like it did seven years ago or yesterday

Can't tell the difference and I can't make out the shapes

This is insane and I'm still searching for what matters

And I'm not sure if I'll find it but I hope I do someday

There was a time when I wouldn't admit my mistakes

But not today

Today I'm easy

And it's good you got me

Right where you want me

Was there a time when life was ever easy?

Or maybe that was just a story that they told to appease me

But lesson learning comes a little harder to me than to most

And if you need the proof

I'll point you to the time I swear I saw a ghost

That was the past and I'm pretty sure this is now - now!

And holy cow let's go, let's make the most of

Every day we have to learn a better way to be

And that the past mistakes we've made

They don't define us completely

Those were the days when I'd rather be running away

I'm not sure I know anything like I thought I knew before

I thought I understood myself and I always wanted more

But not today

Today I'm easy

And it's good you got me

Right where you want me

And that's okay

Today I'm easy

And it's good you got me

Right where you want me

Let's go!!