Freeman

I feel so cold

Drowning slow

From the things inside my head

That always make me wish I'm dead

I wanna shut down these Goddamn eyes

If nothing's going to be fine

Then I must end my life right now

I never want to breathe

If this is what's meant to live

No need to waste my time

No need to waste my fuckin' time

No need to waste my time

Never ever again

Never ever again

I wanna be free

From the things I shouldn't hear

In my mind, through my mind

I need to be free

From the life that's killin' me

Coz my dreams are better than reality

My everyday journey is not easy

I'm faking everything on my own

And no one ever notice it

Coz they think I'm good all the time

Not knowing I'm struggling all fuckin' my life

Searching what's best for me

Killing my (in)sanity

Pushing my will to live

Finding my purpose here

I feel like I was born with a leak

And any goodness I started with just slowly spilled out of me

And now it's all gone. And I'll never get it back in me.

It's too late. Life is a series of closing doors

I don’t understand how people… live

It’s amazing to me that people wake up every morning and say

“Yeah, another day, let’s do it”

How do people do it?

I don’t know how.

I wanna be free

From the things I shouldn't hear

In my mind, through my mind

I need to be free

From the life that's killin' me

Coz my dreams are better than reality

I wanna live

I wanna live

I wanna live

In peace