Lighting Up

Lighting up Late at night I miss getting high But these days I'm trying to face what's real I'm trying to feel I'm trying to see beauty I'm trying to find passion No more wrestling in the dark Tonight I'm letting down my guards And I'm gonna give love, love, love, love Lighting up Late at night I need to get high But these days I'm trying to face what's real I just want to feel So let all this pain run through me I want to hurt I want feeling I want to free this closed heart I want to be made of love No more wrestling in the dark Tonight I'm letting down my guard And I'm gonna give I'm gonna give love, love, love, love Love to the world, and love to myself Love knowing it won't be returned Love to conceal the loneliness, loneliness Love to the world, love to myself Love knowing it won't be returned Love to conceal the loneliness, loneliness Love to the world, and love to myself Love knowing it won't be returned Love to conceal the loneliness Love for I am desperate These days I'm trying to face what's real