Pretend (with Bea Caspar)

Wishing wanting looking for

Now I'm sitting on the floor again

Making sense of life and pretend

That all is ok all is fine

That's why people mostly see me shine

But behind it all

Nobody knows me

Breaking walls inside of me

That there still be

But they shouldn't be

Finding peace with who I truly am

Then he opened the door and reached out this hand

Hey my friend

Do you really want to pretend

Lying to yourself makes it easier for somebody else

But not yourself

Hey my friend

There's a beginning to the end

Fighting against makes it easier for somebody else

But not yourself

He said

Everything will fall into place with it's time and pace

I don't believe it

I want it all

I have no patience

And I loose myself

Sitting on the floor again

Making sense of life and pretend

Hey my friend

Do you really want to pretend

Lying to yourself makes it easier for somebody else

But not yourself

Hey my friend

There's a beginning to the end

Fighting against makes it easier for somebody else

But not yourself

Lying to yourself makes it easier for somebody else

But not yourself

Fighting against makes it easier for somebody else

But not yourself