In My Head

In my head

Let it begin

Push it away, but it's pulling me in

Try to pretend

I'm not aware when I do it again

I know the signs

I see the pattern in front of my eyes

Something inside me opens up wide

Stretching and coming alive

I can't stop it when it starts

Trying not to fall apart

Building up until it all goes dark

In my head

I can feel it getting closer

In my head

Breathing heavy on my shoulder

And I'm trying to fake it

But there's no way to escape it

In my head

Buried underneath the noises

In my head

There's a million little voices

Saying, "You'll never make it

And there's no way to escape it"

In my head

Coming around

Thoughts are intruding, I'm pushing them down

Stopping it now

Blocking out, fact I'm blocking it out

Holding too tight

Kidding myself, turning wrong into right

Thief in the night

I've been the one putting gas in the lights

I can't stop it when it starts

Trying not to fall apart

Building up until it all goes dark

In my head

I can feel it getting closer

In my head

Breathing heavy on my shoulder

And I'm trying to fake it

But there's no way to escape it

'Cause I'm swirling in the panic of

A shaking confidence

No, I don't have an answer when

The questions don't make sense

In my head

I can feel it getting closer

In my head

Breathing heavy on my shoulder

And I'm trying to fake it

But there's no way to escape it

In my head

Buried underneath the noises

In my head

There's a million little voices

Saying, "You'll never make it

And there's no way to escape it"

In my head