Idk

Tell me what I need to see when they tell me that love is blind

I see way beneath the surface not just looks and wallet size

I’m the one who writes my story you let others ghost write

They try to tell me what to say but this my life, this my life

I got way too much lose I can’t afford to waste no time

I see way beneath the surface I can see through all your pride

I’m the one who writes my story you let others tell your own

They try to tell me what to say but I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

Should I stay or should I leave

Should I speak or bite my tongue

Should I tell you how to feel when truth is all I feel is numb

You love to bring my past but you hate when I’m digging up yours

You love to try to distract me when you see my music is getting endorsed

I thought that you would be happy, you’re close with a rapper who’s career is finally taking a pivotal course

Now the attention is taken off you it’s all fair when it’s love and it’s war

I chose this life and I promise myself that’s I live or I die by the tip of the sword

You wanna grab on my coat tail, dragging your toe nails hoping to slow my momentum

You never showed up to shows now you want me to show you the ropes like employees at Lowe’s, you’re so pathetic

You don’t know how many moments and seconds I prayed to blow up and be someone impressive

Tell me what I need to see when they tell me that love is blind

I see way beneath the surface not just looks and wallet size

I’m the one who writes my story you let others ghost write

They try to tell me what to say but this my life, this my life

I got way too much lose I can’t afford to waste no time

I see way beneath the surface I can see through all your pride

I’m the one who writes my story you let others tell your own

They try to tell me what to say but I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

Should I stay or should I leave

Should I speak or bite my tongue

Should I tell you how to feel when truth is all I feel is numb

Am I a good man who makes some bad choices or am I a bad one

Am I somebody who someone should look up to, would they sing my songs if the saw all my actions

I paid my dues but then karma it cashed in

What will they say when I’m dropped in my casket

Will there be laughter or harsh interactions

Or will I be nothing more than a dead target, like Osamas assassin

Sorry I know I’m dramatic

I just don’t know if I’ll leave an impression with music unless I talk more about cars and my fashion

All that I do is just speak from the heart which you love to dissect like a surgeon that studies cardio thoracic

I’m just hoping to live up to all of the hype Fake Smiles enticed when I dropped it way back when

Tell me what I need to see when they tell me that love is blind

I see way beneath the surface not just looks and wallet size

I’m the one who writes my story you let others ghost write

They try to tell me what to say but this my life, this my life

I got way too much lose I can’t afford to waste no time

I see way beneath the surface I can see through all your pride

I’m the one who writes my story you let others tell your own

They try to tell me what to say but I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

Should I stay or should I leave

Should I speak or bite my tongue

Should I tell you how to feel when truth is all I feel is numb