No Time to Live

I thought it's gonna stop But it's keeping me awake It is trying to suck me To that reflected world again I want to stop it Just the last time don't turn back and run away Was so naive That will not be haunted if I will know the blame Feel so unreal when you finally stop playing that stupid games I want to lock it and pretend I was all the time sane Have a whole film of scene repeating me Promising It's gonna be better But nothing happens It really matters cause the thing is I finally learned how to breathe Without feeling disagreement It felt so free And all of a sudden No way around I don't realize I'm leaving the ground Just up and down I'm looking for my side You say it's no time to live That's not the purpose of time I've learned to fly high Running or putting aside Just looking how the time past With chaos in my mind Just keep calm all the time Sometimes the control is fake But I'm trying to behave Got on the safe side so though I will not be awake again