Where would you go and what would you do

If all that you gave and all that you knew faded away

The rest of your days are thinking bout memories things you've been through

Cuz I've been noticing, that life ain't fair and people don't care

So I've been focusing on fixing myself, in need of repair, look

Yeah life is cold innit

Like staring through a window at the snow

Sitting while you're home alone

But you're gone and now I start to feel it

My actions spoke more than I could say, hope you and the baby's okay, good luck

Now I'm speeding down 185, can't get my mind right

Feeling so hollow inside, can't find a way around

I'm drinking after getting high, now I feel numb again

Hits different, you not by my side, but ima ride again, like

I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, look

I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, look

The things I'm feeling right now

Like I'm losing myself

Told em' that I might stop, I don't need any help

Was fighting these demons, begging and pleading, I can't find a way out

Now I'm bleeding inside asking myself what is left like fuck

Hey how you doing, I just wanted to give you a call and, uh

I know you probably don't

Want to speak to me but I just wanted to check up on ya'll, one

I wish you well feels like a spell, I can't get it right

Toss and turn every night, wishing I could survive the hype

I left you open and broken

Ashes fall to the floor

The fire from my broken soul

Wishing that you'd walk through the door

I miss my son, he's growing fast

I might never see

Cherishing everything

Now it's late, I can't change a thing

Just know I love you for certain

You filled my life with purpose

You're gone it's urgent

But prolly best that you closed the curtains

I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, look

I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, look