Untitled 4Am

I've been wrong too many times

Writing too many selfish lines

And I'm tired of waking up

To the fear of my life and a panic attack

I'm drifting into the dark

Far from the love I seek

Even further from the love I'd want to give

Maybe I'm just tired

Maybe I'm just tired

And yet another day

I didn't kiss my love goodnight

And yet another day

I couldn't find it even if I try

But I'm trying

Yeah, I'm trying

And I've got these fears

Of running out of love

Of being left out alone

All my lost time, all my memories

Seem bigger than my life

But maybe I'm just dreaming

Maybe I'm not right

And yet another day

I didn't kiss my love goodnight

And yet another day

I couldn't find it even if I try

But I'm trying

Yeah, I'm trying

Will I ever be right on time?

When will I learn when to let go

When to hold tight without fucking it up

And breaking it all?

And when I set myself to wonder

I start preaching to the preacher

Just to become who I am

Just to become who I am

And yet another day

I didn't kiss my love goodnight

And yet another day

I couldn't find it even if I try

And yet another day

I didn't kiss my kids goodnight

But I'm trying

Yeah, I'm trying