MOTHERLESS

Ooh-ooh My mama dead, my grand mama dead To keep it honest, I get depressed and be feelin' scared (sometimes, I) You see, I won't prepare it (yeah), and never will be (never will be) To think about your destiny, sometimes, it kill me (sometimes, I) You won't believe it, mama, I achieved it, mama I turned these hatin' ass people to believers, mama (sometimes, I) A black boy born to a teen mama, mama Disregarded as a leader by his people, mama (sometimes, I) If God set me back to normal, to be next to you I would gladly trade it all 'cause I be missin' you (some-, sometimes, I) I be missin' huggin' you, I miss kissin' you I miss all the jewels and I miss all your wisdom too (some-, some-, sometimes, I) Some days, I be mean as fuck, and I be meaner too (oh, oh, oh) Fussin', fightin' over fuck shit that be minuscule (sometimes, I) Shay and Taj tell me that's just the Denice in you (I need you, mother) And then send both your daughters, Mikey and Anniah too Sometimes, I feel Motherless (mother, mother) My mama dead (I need you), her mama dead Her mama died in my arms, my ma said, "That wasn't fair" (oh, mother, mother) Her mama raised me, I told her she crazy (sometimes, I need ya) She told me, "One day, I'm gon' be gone, Micheal, you gon' see" (mother, mother) "That my mama wanted you, but you belong to me" (amen) (sometimes) And you don't understand the sacrifice that took from me (amen) (sometimes, I feel) Like, pullin' up on Sunday nights Just to tell you I apologize, and mama, you was right (I need you) (sometimes, I feel) Like a hole in my heart (pray for me), and I wanna call the Lord but I don't know where to start Sometimes, I feel (you used to pray for me) Motherless (oh, oh) My mama dead, my grand mama dead (mama) I miss 'em so much, sometimes, I just cry and hold my head (mama, mama) They left the world of man, like me and make sure all prepared (sometimes) To live a life to make sure my wife ain't gon' beg for bread (sometimes, I need you) I got an altar in my home to honor both of 'em (mother) Just this mornin', I was smokin', smoked to both of 'em (sometimes, I need you) I asked my Betty for her prayers over my generation (mother) And I asked 'Nica, keep me through my trials and tribulations (sometimes) Death'll come like thief in night and steal your joy away (and sometimes) Have you askin', "God, why You forsake your boy, today?" (I said, "Sometimes") Is this a blessing or a curse, or just some other shit? (Sometimes, I need) No matter what, I'm numb as fuck 'cause I'm still motherless (you) My mama dead, my grand mama dead (sometimes, I need you) My mama dead, my grand mama dead (sometimes, I feel) My mama dead, my grand mama dead (you used to pray for me) (motherless) My grand mama dead, my mama dead (oh, oh) My mama dead, my grand mama dead (mama) My mama- (mama, mama) Sometimes (ooh) Sometimes, I need you, mother (ooh) Sweet (sometimes) Sweet Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet Sweet, sweet, sweet Denice, sweet Hmm Hmm-mm Sweet, sweet, sweet Denice Sweet mama