Suicide Note

They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same I see children fall from from buildings and they all look the same All these nightmares hurt my feelings, that I don't even need I hate people always telling me what I should be I cut my wrist and close my eyes as they all watch me bleed Tell my family, It's for the best I'll be home soon It's all a fantasy, I'm only happy when I'm with you You gave your hand to me, I let you do it and that's the sad truth When you ran to me I should've seen the scars and abuse They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same