FULL/GROWN

The world has gone quiet

I used to think that's what I wanted

But that's back when I

Fed myself lies

Bout the impossibilities of getting what I wanted

I swear I was 19 5 minutes ago

Taking shots off someone who's name I didn't know

Lost track of the time same way I lose control

How did I get here, with 30 fucking candles to blow

I don't feel full grown

Still running away from home

My shit's so untogether

Might as well be dead whatever

Still too young to know better

But too old to pretend I don't

My mind has gone silent

I'd be lying if I said that thats the way I liked it

Look back on when I

Had a better grip on myself, this time

slipping right out of my hands, what a fucking mess

I don't feel full grown

Still running away from home

My shit's so untogether

Might as well be dead whatever

Still too young to know better

But too old to pretend I don't

Staring down the barrel of reality

Nobody owes anything to me

Time's fully loaded, she's trigger happy

I never thought that this is where I'd be

I don't feel full grown

Still running away from home

My shit's so untogether

Might as well be dead whatever

Still too young to know better

But too old to pretend I don't