Last nights mascara's

In the bathroom sink

Lost my mind 'cause I got too high again

Won't reach out first

'Cause I don't know what you think

Got a hit of the doctors medicine

Yeah, I'm a real cold case

Sad guys think I'm hot

If I come off pretty nice

I promise I'm not

Scare them away

They think they got close

Forgot what I was running from

I pulled The Devil from the card deck

Fuck my luck

I don't think I'll calm down

I've finally had enough

It's my legacy, baby

I thought someone would have stuck by now

I turn it up louder, I'm the life of the party

Letting go of wanting to be somebody

I'll need you if you decide that you need me

My magnum opus

But it's not about me

Guess it's barely a contest at all

All my best pursuits

Were always because of you

Held me so I could survive the fall

I don't like not

Knowing what comes next

I gave them my best

And they gave me nothing

I don't think I'm God

It's just a complex

For you, I'd confess it all

I pulled The Devil from the card deck

Fuck my luck

I don't think I'll calm down

Now, I've finally had enough

It's my legacy, baby

I thought someone would have stuck by now

I turn it up louder, I'm the life of the party

Letting go of wanting to be somebody

I'll need you if you decide that you need me, too

I've been overmedicated

Lost the will to fall with grace

I think I've saved enough face

For a lifetime

But it's not mine

I pulled The Devil from the card deck

Fuck my luck

I don't think I'll calm down

Now, I've finally had enough

It's my legacy, baby

I thought someone would have stuck by now

I turn it up louder, I'm the life of the party

Letting go of wanting to be somebody

I'll need you if you decide that you need me, too