The Future

Frightfully anxious

Tearing through pages of books that I once liked to read

In search of a sign

From the back of my mind

Of the person I once used to be

Driving in cars, drinking in bars

These are the things I remember

We smoked cigarettes

Hedging our bets that the angel of death wouldn't see

I wanna reach through the fog I've been living in

And bravely remember the days

Not just the past with it's deafening laugh

As it rubs all my shit in my face

I wanna see the future as it's happening to me

Good or bad, taking it easy

Wasting away hours and days

Chasing those far away feelings

As the quality of my memory

Loses all of it's meaning

Now as before

There is more to discover

SoI wanna reach through the fog I've been living in

And bravely remember the days

Not just the past with it's deafening laugh

As it rubs all my shit in my face

I wanna see the future as it's happening to me

Good or bad, happy or sad

Think of all the fun we'll have

Soon enough, just take it easy