I Despise You

So I play along and I stand aside And I turn away, try not to collide With the strength to fear, am I paranoid? 'Cause it doesn't feel, like I'm yet destroyed And I cannot move, but I wanna leave Away from simple goals, I can never achieve Now you look to me, but what is your plan? Is it good enough, what am I waiting for? For gods, for escape Or just a way to guide me out Of this, of here Still I just wanna kill them all But all that my hell comprises Benevolent compromises And I really despise you Bad enough, not to fuck it up What's with your cliched surprises? And where is your plain advicе right now? Oh, I really despise you Bad еnough, not to fuck it up And I watch my steps creeping carefully Make my frozen heart beat in your frequency What's the next move you'll make? I'm left in the dark As if all the weight will become a spark To ignite a flame that could burn 'em down And no backup left when I turn around It's not all on me, but my mind is set And it brought us here To the place where it all commenced No gods, no escape And not a way to lead us out Of this, of here Now I just wanna kill them all But all that my hell comprises Benevolent compromises And I really despise you Bad enough, not to fuck it up What's with your cliched surprises? And where is your plain advicе right now? Oh, I really despise you Bad еnough, not to fuck it up And I really despise you Bad enough, not to fuck it up Oh, I really despise you Bad enough not to fuck it up But all that my hell comprises Benevolent compromises And I really despise you Bad enough, not to fuck it up What's with your cliched surprises? And where is your plain advicе right now? Oh, I really despise you Bad еnough, not to fuck it up Bad enough, not to fuck it up Enough, not to fuck it up