We hear stories growing up

About the man that saved the day

We see movies bout the two

Who found their love that got away

But no one ever wants to teach

The harsh realities that made lose myself

I guess oh well

I had to lose me first to find myself

I had to get so sick to care about health

I had to lose some friends cause no one's helping me

If this here's life

Why's no one telling me?

It's the same reasons I sing on beat

They just

Too busy to care bout me

I mean

At this point

Who can I believe

If it came from me?

I do better when I'm laying in my bedroom

Anxiety through the roof and that's true

But I'm praying that I'm getting out of hell soon

I'm colorblind to the toe

Still I don't know what's a life without blue

Therapist on my phone preaching how can I lose?

Got a fucked up head this ain't the life that I choose

But i'm holding on for now

We hear stories growing up

About the man that saved the day

We see movies bout the two

Who found their love that got away

But no one ever wants to teach

The harsh realities that made lose myself

I guess oh well

I had to lose me first to find myself

I had to get so sick to care about health

I had to lose some friends cause no one's helping me

If this here's life

Why's no one telling me?

It's the same reasons I sing on beat

They just

Too busy to care bout me

I mean

At this point

Who can I believe

If it came from me?

I do better when I'm laying in my bedroom

Anxiety through the roof and that's true

But I'm praying that I'm getting out of hell soon

I'm colorblind to the toe

Still I don't know what's a life without blue

Therapist on my phone preaching how can I lose?

Got a fucked up head this ain't the life that I choose

But i'm holding on for now