Fighting my own demons

My worst enemy

It's been draining all my energy

Sometimes feel like this how the story ends for me

Always fighting, just searching for some stability

Momma miles away and she can't even visit me

Could see the pain in her eyes whenever she look at me

Don't you cry ma, in due time you'll be next to me

And we'll be living life exactly how it's posed to be

This the story of my life

I wish I could make this up

Certain topics bout my life

That I never seem to touch

Just telling you the real

Ion use it as a crutch

Things that made me who I am

And how it shaped who I've become

I done been through hell and back a couple times

But I'm still on my two feet

So I'm forever gonna grind

Overcoming every obstacle that tried to cross my mind

Life can punch me down and ima punch it right back every time

Parents split when I was young

I was living with my auntie

I was always acting dumb

Parent teacher conference

I was always feeling like a bum

Cause I knew deep down that I ain't live neither one of them

But I ain't take it like a chump

I put that shit right on my shoulder

And shout to tia for raising me to be a soldier

"life is full of ups and downs just like a rollercoaster"

She told me one day i'll realize when I got older

Fighting my own demons

My worst enemy

It's been draining all my energy

Sometimes feel like this how the story ends for me

Always fighting, just searching for some stability

Momma miles away and she can't even visit me

Could see the pain in her eyes whenever she look at me

Don't you cry ma, in due time you'll be next to me

And we'll be living life exactly how it's posed to be