HEAVY HEART

Yeah, yeah

It's some shit I've been goin' through

Shit heavy on my heart

(Fuck or die)

(Blame it on Monster)

Rolls truck, Bentley truck, Maybach truck, that's the aim

Sneak dissin' in his interviews like I ain't catch the blame

My **** from the depth gotta double better on they wrist

You see me with, I gotta double better out the bitch

If it ain't come from 'round my neck, don't be taggin' me

**** know that ain't my chain, too much cap for me

My bitch baby daddy mad his daughter call me daddy

I know it hurt that he already called another **** daddy

They feelin' it, baby Jason, Tej and Kai

Done think about you on a daily, knockin' out this time

I text my mother on Mother's Day, but she ain't text me back

It won't be the first time that she done turned her back

On Father's Day, my father told me that I wasn't his son

It's funny how family members turn on you for crumbs

Bought my play sister Rollie, my real sister got mad

Straight to the net with her feelings, this generation is sad

Federal pre-trial, I got a call every day to drug test

They gon' revoke my bail if I fail a drug test

18 to two and a half, the DA recommendin' time

Caught another pistol case for the second time

My kidney still fuckin' up, plus I think I got cancer

I seen blood when I shit, the doctors got no answers

Beside Oakland, Vegas be my second home

My brother workin' on his third appeal and second form

It's Philthy

Ay, man, I'm just givin' y'all my real life, mehn

Fuck all the glitz and glamor, this is shit

Y'all **** don't know what a **** be goin' through

All the ups and downs and downs and up

Fake motherfuckers in and outta **** life

At the same time, I still gotta stay strong

It's some shit you **** will never understand

I go through shit like everybody else

It's Philthy