Only One

Got a chocolate stash in the cabinet

For when I'm sad

It's next to the liquor and the xxxx

I stole from my dad

Got a lot of shit that I need to unpack

In my head

The therapist says she thinks I'm on

The right track

Oh, I still wear that jacket

When I get cold

And I still use that lighter

When I want to smoke

And I still get drunk

With people we used to know

And I still think about us sometimes

Even if you don't

And I wrote this song

And I wrote this song

To see if I was the only one

See if I was the only one

See if I was the only one

I'm with someone new

And I'm trying to watch the sunset

Arms around my neck

Pretty soon we'll be getting undressed

And a song comes on the radio that I used to sing you

And part of me feels like I still really need you

You say what's wrong

I say nothing

I'm just thinking

Thinking about what

Don't worry it's something stupid I said

Oh, I still wear that jacket

When I get cold

And I still use that lighter

When I want to smoke

And I still get drunk

With people we used to know

And I still think about us sometimes

Even if you don't

To see if I was the only one

See if I was the only one

I still wish you'd call sometimes

From a number that I recognize

Cuz I've always had it memorized

From party's where my phone would die

And you would laugh and probably cry

And hang up with a heavy sigh

And go back to being nothing

But a chapter in each other's lives

Oh, I still wear that jacket

When I get cold

And I still use that lighter

When I want to smoke

And I still get drunk

With people we used to know

And I still think about us sometimes

Even if you don't

And I wrote this song

And I wrote this song

To see if I was the only one

See if I was the only one

See if I was the only one