Indecision

I am in a swarm of events

They keep drowning out where my footing should be now

It's hard to see all the turns

And not have a sight where all the roads will end up now

Did I fall too far from the very end?

Torn apart in a line, feelin all stretched out

Yeah, I know I should be more trusting

Open parts of myself with defenses down

I'm trying to feel this out right now.

I'm trying to be all right

But it's still hanging there, still hanging there

I black out when I don't know how

I'm trying to be all right

I'm trying to feel this out right now

I am coming to terms

The burden on my back has made

It harder to be strong and stand up straight

So I fell hard and my knees are broke

And now that I can't run away from you

I pray my heart that they won't heal

Did I fall too far from the very end?

Torn apart in a line, feelin all stretched out

Yeah, I know I should be more trusting

"Oh God, it's you I'm trusting"

I'm trying to feel this out right now.

I'm trying to be all right

But it's still hanging there, still hanging there

I black out when I don't know how

I'm trying to be all right

I'm trying to feel this out right now

I'm trying to feel this out right now.

I'm trying to be all right

But it's still hanging there, still hanging there

I black out when I don't know how

I'm trying to be all right

I'm trying to feel this out right now