Mary

Yo, this goes out to my one and only

I said, weed was my salvation I could never seem to find it

Now it's seen different in peoples eyes since they legalized it

But now that everybody on it, tryna get off it

Tell myself I got the power and you don't need the flower son

Quit you for an hour then I want you when the hours done

Mary, It's hard to picture my life without ya

Days you took it too far but I never lost faith to doubt ya

Were too possessive on some "Who you texting?" type shit

I love you cause you with me every minute of my night shifts

You love me cause I'm home to your chemicals

Bring me life bitch

I apologize so pardon my Francais

I just wanna get into you because I had a long day

All the other girls love me temporarily

But you my therapy and it's apparent that you there with me

I touch you carefully, admit I gotta quit ya

It's not you it's me I'm thinking bout the bigger picture I-

I gotta grove and strive, gotta leave the smoke behind

That's when I get crazy and you come to overthrow my mind

Nowadays you so refined but I don't feel twice as fucked

I just feel tired and wired to self-destruct

Got me stuck, cause you keep me in your clutches

Puffing on a Dutch just to get some rest and some lunch in

Disgusting

I'm feeling the effects now

I mixed the shit with nicotine can feel it in my head now

I'm dead now, this is not an album it's a funeral

Mary got the best of me the time we had was beautiful

I'm rarely finding happiness in things unless they're usable

I smoke the day away would never find me in a cubicle

Feeling like I'm done with shit that isn't done with me yet

Fucked around in high school turned into my biggest regret

Sometimes I think what I would do if I could hit the reset

She'd probably find me anyways my one and only

Mary