Hold Me Like a Grudge

When you ask how I've been

I know you mean well, I know you mean well

Who am I dialing tonight? That's a bummer

Thaw out my freezer-burn feelings for twenty summers

I'm just a cherub, riding comets through the night sky

Screaming at the stars like night lights

And I love my life, love my life

Running middle fingers through the red lights

And I guess I'm getting older, 'cause I'm less pissed

When I can't get onto the guest list

To the end of the world, the end of the world

Fever dream, tangerine sweat

When I get down, down

Silent killers are these years, coming like waves (You put the "fun" into dysfunction)

Hold me, hold me like a grudge

The world is always spinning and I can't keep up

Whoa, faster and faster

Can't do it on my own

Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah

So hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah

Hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge

I guess somehow we made it back

With a few dreams of ours still intact

I am a diamond on the inside, just add the pressure

Know it's inside me, but I got no map to my own treasure

I'm just a cherub, riding comets through the night sky

Screaming at the stars like night lights

And I love my life, love my life

Running middle fingers through the red lights

And I guess I'm getting bolder, 'cause I'm less pissed

We didn't make to your year-end best list

Not the end of the world, the end of the world

Fever dream, tangerine sweat

When I get down, down

Silent killers are these years, coming like waves (You put the "fun" into dysfunction)

Hold me, hold me like a grudge

The world is always spinning and I can't keep up

Whoa, faster and faster

Can't do it on my own

Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah

So hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah

Hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge

I thought I knew better, I thought it would get better

I figured somehow by now, I would have got it together

And if you put your, put your, heart in it, heart in it

Then we'll do more than just get by together

Call you up and demand you have no fun without me

I'm like a storm on the horizon, storm on the horizon (You put the "fun" into dysfunction)

Hold me, hold me like a grudge

The world is always spinning and I can't keep up

Whoa, faster and faster

Can't do it on my own

Part-time soulmate, full-time problem

Yeah, hold me like a grudge (No, oh, no)

Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah (Hold me)

Hold me like a grudge

(Hold me) Hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a

Hold me like a grudge