Demise

She said I'm probably gonna hurt you

I said you're probably right

She said all of this just freaks me out

And then she stayed the night

She doesn't wanna trust me, think she's scared that she might like

Watching autumn from my window with her hand on my thigh

Said she's never getting married

Doesn't think she'll ever try

But I think she just can't imagine having a wife cuz

People talk and they're the worst but I just wanna talk to her

All the time

She's taking me for a ride

I could get off anytime

But I won't and I don't know why

She's getting off when I cry

I think she likes the power

But I am her demise and she is mine

She'll kiss me on the forehead almost like she's gonna stay

And hold my hand on fourth ave, overthink and pull away

Left her jewelry on my nightstand

It's waiting just like I am

If I wait forever will she ever fit me into her plan?

Got the self respect to feel offended, not enough to leave

Cuz kissing and crying is better than lying that I am not lonely

But I don't want your pity, after all i knew the risk

And I would do it all again if I'm being honest

She's taking me for a ride

I could get off anytime

But I won't and I don't know why

She's getting off when I cry

I think she likes the power

But I am her demise and she is mine

And she is mine