Let Me Leave

I don't want to go outside

I don't want to see the grey

Stuck inside my broken mind

It's where I don't feel safe

All that I have left is this aching in my chest

The cold beyond my senses consuming the warmth of my skin

Rip me apart to see the inside

Pick at the severed pieces of my life

To see my truth only lies and what I hide

There's no life left in the body when the heart is dead

I've lost all of myself to the life that I have lived

Separate me from my body

Let me float up to the sky

Too fucking long I've felt this empty

Never knowing why

Maybe it was them? Maybe it was her?

Maybe I'm to blame for all this hurt

Let me leave it all behind

I spend my days drunk or sleeping

So I can't feel how much it hurts to be here

I wake up just to suffer

Close my eyes to get away

I pray I leave in my slumber

Because I just don't wanna stay here

Separate me from my body

Let me float up to the sky

Too fucking long I've felt this empty

Never knowing why

Maybe it was them? Maybe it was her?

Maybe I'm to blame for all this hurt

Let me leave it all behind

So let me leave this world behind

To never fall, to never break again

Escape the debris scattered all around my head

So just watch me run away from everything I loved

To fly with the doves, to be amongst purity

Don't clip my wings or chain my feet

Just let me leave

There's no life left in the body when the heart is dead

I've lost all of myself to the life that I have lived

Separate me, separate me from my body

I've lost all of myself

Maybe it was them? Maybe it was her?

Maybe I'm to blame for all this hurt

Let me leave it all behind