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raejahnae sky utley
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歌词
It broke my heart the day I found out That u didnt make it
I Try my best to get sum rest but I Can't been stressing lately
When ppl round me I get anxious
It's been hard to fake it
You pinky promised you'd be here
I always knew you'd break it
I find it hard to pray to god
It's all the shi im facing
If i could change it all
I'd take the past and rearrange it
Lately been taking L's
Hoping my M's would come in later
Fuc around might pop a pill
I'm bottled up with so much anger
I'm struggling
I cant believe the way i saw yo body In a casket
It fucked me up
I wear a necklace with my mama Ashes
Been having nightmares
Imagining what could've happened
At night when I'm alone
My heart will burn
I wanna cool off
Bitch don't call my phone
I'm blowing dope i need to woosah
I'm thinking evil thoughts full of Depression damn near killed myself
And if i did they wouldn't notice don't nobody care
Disappointment after disappointment
Hard to keep my focus
Voices in my head could get annoying
Telling me "fucc everybody"
They left me , I'm forever lonely"
No time to pray , mama it's rae
I know u waiting on me
Found out that u didnt make it
I Try my best to get sum rest but I Can't been stressing lately
When ppl round me I get anxious
It's been hard to fake it
You pinky promised you'd be here
I always knew you'd break it
I find it hard to pray to god
It's all the shi im facing
If i could change it all
I'd take the past and rearrange it
Lately been taking L's
Hoping my M's would come in later
Fuc around might pop a pill
I'm bottled up with so much anger
I'm struggling
Written by: raejahnae sky utley
