Scanning for an exit from this hell I have been dealt

Soldier on

Searching for some meaning to these years I still have left

Moving on

Scramble for footing while the years keep slipping by

Squinting in darkness to the to the other side

In the distance I see glimmer of light

Do you want to live

You have to keep searching for some

Meaning in these years we still have left

I did my time by the wayside

Where I could wallow in vain

Don't want to make my dead father proud

I want solace

I want change

I want out