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I love your attitude

You keep your door shut and out of the blue you

Step out with fire in your hair

Blood drains from your piercing stare

I lose my mind behind these eyes

And you can never ever ever tell why

I tell you once, I tell you twice

Its fine, its fine

How Capricorn of me

A constant fucking game of hide and seek with

My insides, inside me

And I swear I don't care, haven't I gotten this far

You say you like me because I'm nice

But all these images do not recognize

I'm gonna scream, I'm gonna cry

And through the canyon

Down the alley

Up to uncanny valley

This looks just like me

This face looks just like mine

One day I hope we all explode exactly all at once

Because ripping tape has never been my speed and makes me feel alone

I cried in front of everyone on the last day of senior year

Because loneliness felt like a plague I jus barely managed to escape

And I've been tryna push myself and hold on to the things I have

Because I'm so fucking scared of going back to where I was before

I get so fucking tired from the tiniest of things

I just want love, I just want friendship, but right now its harder than its ever been

(You're not going anywhere if you keep acting like this)

I know there's love all around

And I can't help but feel numb

I have a suit made up of steel and a soul

And inside is just an empty black hole

You've all done so much for me

I appreciate it all

On my good days you crack me out of my shell

And every other day just feels like hell

(Yet another trend rider)

I'm not okay

And I'm staying this way

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

And I'm staying this way

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

And I'm staying this way

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

And I'm staying this way

I'm not okay

(Everything will be alright in the end)