Never thought that I would have to be

A soldier on a barricade built by me

My walls keep building high

And I never take the time to explain myself

To you

I push you away like I know what’s going on

I hit replay on the same old sad song

I know that I keep pushing you away

But I need you even when I’m not okay

Yeah baby, I need you even when I’m not okay

Always knew that I would be this way

Sabotage myself to have some space

It’s so hard to see that everything I need’s right in front of me

Oh yeah

Push you away like I know what’s going on

I hit replay on the same old sad song

I know that I keep pushing you away

Baby, I need you even when I’m not okay

Yeah baby, I need you even when I’m not okay

And all this time I’ve spent alone

I know that I can’t feel

Like I wanna shut my eyes and let go of the steering wheel

But I take a breath and pray

That I last another day

I don’t know If I can last another day

Push you away like I know what’s going on

I hit replay on the same old sad song

I know that I keep pushing you away

Baby, I need you even when I’m not okay

Oh I need you even when I’m not okay

I need you even when I’m not okay

I need you even when I’m not okay

I need you even when I’m not okay