Blackout

My love's a cigarette death And I don't even know where she runs to Half the time in my head But lord I'd love to figure it out Slowly she comes back to me My thoughts of a wedding ring My love has grown so cold as ice My breath is white Can you please take it away from me? Slowly she comes back to me She says she wants everything My heart, my head can't explain But in a blackout that's all she says My brains a silicon chip My body is a suit to slip into But it seems I don't fit But I can hear her calling my name The silence it thrives at night Who knows how, when, or why? Blackened palms up to the sky When thoughts they come in then bleed out of my mind And I try so hard to forget Aim for my head cause that's where the trouble is She snaps my neck back into place With her blue fingertips What a wasteful mistake Oh my god Slowly she comes back to me She says she wants everything My heart my head can't explain But when I'm blacked out I see her face And I can smell her skin I know that That this cage I'm in I'm broken She sang She sang Slowly she comes back to me She says she wants everything My heart my head can't explain But in a blackout that's all she says