Preservation

Stand still, remain Suspended in time Don't think, endure This veil of mine Stop the dreaming of a better life Unreal expectations Tear out the hope I have inside of me Those pointless delusions I burn every plan I ever had Read in between the lines Sick and tired These empty lies What a waste of time No Sight, No Hope I hear the whispers of regret Terrified of what's next Trapped inside this mindset No Sight, No Hope I feel it taking over me Decaying with each day At my own mercy What can I say? What can I do? Nothing at all Live in this constant way What can I say? What can I do? Nothing at all Fear of a changing fate Deep Down I can feel it take root Fall into false content Scared of all the paths I could take Doubt is my torment I feel this tear a hole inside of me I am the forsaken Never Knowing No Guarantee This is my preservation No Sight, No Hope I hear the whispers of regret Terrified of what's next Trapped inside this mindset No Sight, No Hope I feel it taking over me Decaying with each day At my own mercy