制作
作曲和作词
Joel Javier Zorrilla
词曲作者
Alyssa Arruda
词曲作者
制作和工程
Joel Javier Zorrilla
混音工程师
Joshua Crespo
母带工程师
歌词
Waiting for the shoe to drop
Don't know how to feel when Sadness stops
Feel comfort in the darkest places
Has me running to old temptations
Laying in the dark, nothing making Sense
Feeling numb, when I should feel Good instead
What's wrong with my head, joy Turns to dread
Tears bring comfort, smiles make me Unsure
I'm, about lose my mind, lose my Mind
Why, can't I lay here and, just be fine
Why is joy so hard to bare
Why's it leave me confused and Scared
Why do my nights leave me longing For the fight
Why do my nights, never end in the Light
Why do my nights have to be like, be Like that
Why do my nights have to be like, be Like that
Strung out, bad habits, like an addict
Burn down, mad planets, like a Captain
I just wanna see the sea, try and Match it
Float away into space, see what Happens
I love it when my high, when my High
Gets me high like that, like that
And I love it when you try, when you Try
To bring me down like that, I bounce Back, yea
I'm, about lose my mind, lose my Mind
Why, can't I lay here and, just be fine
Why is joy so hard to bare
Why's it leave me confused and Scared
Why do my nights leave me longing For the fight
Why do my nights, never end in the Light
Why do my nights have to be like, be Like that
Why do my nights have to be like, be Like that
Survived the night just to fear the Light
Comfort in the fight doesn't make it Right
Hard road to choose, to refuse self Abuse
You don't deserve to be beaten and Bruised
Written by: Alyssa Arruda, Joel Javier Zorrilla
