I'm an actor playing, tryna to show you I don't feel it
I look like it doesn't matter when I wanna cry
I'm not a liar, but when I'm in it, I just get tired
Of proving to you that it doesn't matter how hard I try
I don't really show it in my face
You never even know it, 'cause I can't say it
Right now, I know it's hard for you to see
Hurting you is hurting me
Underneath the pain, there's still blood inside my veins
There's still a heart and it feels pain
Just the same as you do when you're angry
Is there some shit you wanna tell me?
Well, go ahead and lay it on me
You say you know me, well, if you know me
I don't really show it in my face
You never even know it, 'cause I can't say it
Right now, I know it's hard for you to see
Hurting you is hurting me
I don't know how to feel anything in front of you
So I do it alone
Try to undo all the damage I did just to prove
I don't care less
Yeah, I don't care less
I don't really show it in my face
You never even know it 'cause I can't say it (you never even know it)
Right now, I know it's hard for you to see (it's hard, I know)
Hurting you is hurting -
Yeah, hurting you is hurting me
