Drown

I tried to change everything real about me to try to convince you to stay

Hiding the things that I think you won't like

Just to keep up with you changing your mind

I'll be a mirror reflecting your smile while I feel myself fading away

Ooh, tell me who you wanna see today

Hmm, now there's a stranger trapped in my own skin

Dress me up in your clothes

Build me up to your mold

Am I making you proud, proud?

Feel me stretching so thin

One more pull to cave in

Swear I won't make a sound, sound

Fighting the waves while I'm slowly sinking

Holding the weight of your crown

But I don't wanna let you down

So, I let myself drown

Find validation from cold, nameless faces

Convince me that I'm still okay

Filter the photos through well-painted lies

Hoping that no one can see through the blinds

Mm, now there's a stranger trapped in my own skin

Dress me up in your clothes

Build me up to your mold

Am I making you proud, proud?

Feel me stretching so thin

One more pull to cave in

Swear I won't make a sound, sound

Fighting the waves while I'm slowly sinking

Holding the weight of your crown

But I don't wanna let you down

(So I let myself drown)

I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm never enough

I'm sorry if I'm saying sorry too much

I'm sorry that I couldn't change who I was

But I'm still right here

Dress me up in your clothes

Build me up to your mold

Am I making you proud, proud?

Feel me stretching so thin

One more pull to cave in

Swear I won't make a sound, sound

Fighting the waves while I'm slowly sinking

Holding the weight of your crown

But I don't wanna let you down

So I let myself drown (Ah-ah-ah-ah)

But I don't wanna let you down

So, I let myself drown