Rituals

I'm praying it's a close call, rage against the nightfall

Turning to the rituals that slow my terror down

My face up to the sunlight, grounded here in real life

Hoping that the spark inside the magic isn't gone

I've been lost among a lot of strangers

I've been waiting on the heavy changes

And I'm circling a truth that scares me

Chasing sleep that's never been there for me

Holding out on the edge of glory

I'm staring at the space that's left in-between

I'm praying it's a close call, rage against the nightfall

Turning to the rituals that slow my terror down

My face up to the sunlight, grounded here in real life

Hoping that the spark inside the magic isn't gone

Should I stop trying to fight your corner

When I just wanted to be there for you?

Old habits that I can't bear to lose

Yeah, I know we're all a little broken

It's a struggle keeping my hand open

and sometimes I forget to breathe

I'm praying it's a close call, rage against the nightfall

Turning to the rituals that slow my terror down

My face up to the sunlight, grounded here in real life

Hoping that the spark inside the magic isn't gone

I worry about you, I worry about me

I worry about us, I worry

I worry about you, I worry about me

I worry about us, I worry

Should I stop trying to fight your corner

When I just wanted to be there for you

Old habits that I can't bear to lose

Yeah, I know we're all a little broken

It's a struggle keeping my hand open

and sometimes I forget to breathe

Keep the door locked, make the noise stop

stem the fear with rituals, these rituals

Silence screaming, it's all changing

Dull the pain with rituals

Rituals

I worry

I worry about you, I worry about me

I worry about us, I worry

I worry about you, I worry about me

I worry about us, I worry

I worry about you, I worry about me

I worry about us, I worry