I Don’t Know

Feel entitled

Want the world stopping for me

Go off orbit

Tides wreak havoc, swallowed by the sea

Catholic guilt

The sin of being selfish

Pick at the scabs

The seams that shape a human

Terrifying realizations

I don't know how to love, without expectations

I don't know how to love if I never change them

I don't know, I don't know

Anything

Tender suitor

Can you fix my soul? Make me complete

Can I resent you?

The imperfections on which I feast

Unsure where

Confidence grows in a garden

Is it above, below?

The core soft or hardened

Terrifying realizations

I don't know how to love without expectations

I don't know how to love if I never change them

I don't know, I don't know

Flesh as collateral damage

Diving in, coaxed by my reckless abandon

I don't know what's real or idealization

I don't know, I don't know

Anything

(Oh, oh, oh)

I don't know anything

(Oh, oh, oh)

Nothing makes sense to me

(Oh, oh, oh)

I don't know anything

(Oh, oh, oh)

I don't know

'Cause I feel entitled

Want the world stopping for me