Something Wrong with Me

Problematic - Something Wrong With Me

Verse 1:

It’s an uphill battle

I cannot get away from these dark thoughts

It’s like I’m pedalling backwards

With the victim mentality I got

When the waves come crashing on me

Will Always find a way to bounce back

But I’ve never been so low before

If could paint my soul it’s all black

They say that happiness a choice

Well I guess I chose to fall flat

Find a way to block out the noise

In my head it’s so damn off track

Have to go through shit so I can write

Tryna be that person that I do like

If I don’t act quick gonna lose my grip

Just no contentment in my life

Chorus:

Why can’t I let go?

It’s killing me so silently

I’ve been numb too long

Can’t escape the negativity

Do I deserve love?

Or is it fantasy?!

Promised you I’d change

I think there’s something wrong with me

Verse 2:

Where did I go wrong?

And why won’t these voices

Please leave me alone?

Destroy my demon

Pressure’s on me as an artist but I’m pulling through

Got them critics on my radar watching ever move

I’m sorry if I’m acting distant I’m not in the mood

It’s nothing personal these episodes ain’t nothing new

Lay in bed just staring at the ceiling

And debating on my next step

When really I should be in the moment

No wonder my anxiety won’t rest

I’m resisting help when I need it most

Turning everyone I know to a damn ghost

Where’s my life balance? How did this happen?!

Why does it feel like a sick joke?

All the pain and suffering I caused

I torture myself every damn night

Can I get a round of applause?

To my demons always in sight

I’d rather do things my own way

Got the mindset all work no play

Satisfaction cannot be found

Take a break just know it’s okay

Chorus Repeat