Crying Over You

It's the start of the end

Didn't know if I would make it

After four months horizontal in my bed

I went back, I went forth

I went over every second

But at some point gotta give my head a rest

Riding in the back, going way too fast

Wishing I was still yours but

I cried all the tears, I could need for years

I just wanna feel something normal

I'm gon' make a mess tonight

Dance until I can't see right

Might be broken hearted, but I

Sure won't let that stop me when I

Make out with some dumb ass guy

And block your number one last time

Might be fucking miserable, but

I'm not crying over you tonight

I might be fucking miserable, but

I'm not crying over you tonight

And it's weird that I'm in a room of people

And for once, I'm not just searching for your head

Kicking off my shoes, climbing on the roof

Wishing we were on yours, but

Thinking 'bout the past doesn't bring you back

I just wanna feel something normal

I'm gon' make a mess tonight

Dance until I can't see right

Might be broken hearted, but I

Sure won't let that stop me when I

Make out with some dumb ass guy

And block your number one last time

Might be fucking miserable, but

I'm not crying over you tonight

I'm not crying over

You on no one's shoulder

Just for once, this time

I'm not crying over you tonight

I'm not crying over

You tonight I know

It might take a year to say I'm alright

But I'm not crying over you tonight

It's the start of the end

Didn't know if I would make it

After four months horizontal in my bed