Keep You Safe

I'm loosing my grip I don't know how long I can hold on All my thoughts negative like electrons Do I got to get a tow truck Just so I can move on? Should I bottle my emotions? Till I explode Like a photon It makes no sense You tend to see I really hate to love But I tend to feel So you poison me like tentacle But I love you still So I play the fool You take me for a trip Like a fucking chauffeur I thought I told ya I need some closure You fit me perfect huh Like my clothes, huh Pull me closer I'll fight for you like a fucking soldier Pull me closer Pull me closer Pull me closer It's been painfully long Since we spoke I'm losing hope So I tend to smoke My armor broke Wear my feelings on my sleeve I don't need no cloak Now I'm loosing myself But I'm holding on to a thin rope Maybe I'd be calm If you choose to call Maybe I'd be safe But I chose to fall Had the chance to run But I chose to crawl I was tryna love you more than everybody else Thought you played me You played yourself Tell you not to leave I beg and plead But you stab me in the heart And you watched me bleed Then you walked on me Felt the steps you take You made me break So I cave and fold When I can't console I lose control Now our love is like story no one told